Kalau kebanyakkan orang bercerita pasal suami yang sweet.. like suka buat suprise, bagi bunga, cook at home - and if that's the definition.. I would say, my husband is not sweet. Oh ini bukan mengumpat, he definitely read my entry a while later hehe
Romantic pun tak la sangat, kalau merajuk tu.. jangan kecik hati la kalau dia tak pujuk, bukan sengaja dia nak sakitkan hati.. memang dia tak perasan!
Mengimbau semula detik2 cemas dia cuba menawan hati si isteri 7 tahun lepas.. Oh, he himself refuse to listen to the story. Tidak seperti Romeo memikat Juliet. But it's still clear in my mind up to now =)
But I didn't know.. despite his less-sweet and romantic attitude, I was so suprised he was so touched when he got to know that I'm pregnant. Ingatkan I yang akan mengalami pekara itu, instead I was smiling ear to ear while him... and his silent moment. I can tell...
He's not type of person who will talk heart to heart. I feel sorry sometimes I don't really get what he is thinking about something. He'll share the surface. That's it. He calm all the time. Although during difficult time, touching moment (as I defined), happy time.
We were so eager to know the baby's gender since month 4 and hoping nampak sex baby during checkup today. And we did! Mestilah happy kan bila nampak.. Happy sambil senyum and puas hati sebab dah tau. Tapi Ami tak senyum. He was on silent mode and looking somewhere else when I looked at him. Mengetap bibir.
I know Ami nak ajar his first child main football or basketball or running or swimming or anything yang Ami suka buat. Ami nak anak yang pertama jadi ketua especially when both of us are no longer there to take care of the family. Ami nak ada anak yang carry 'Syah' pada nama.
Hakikatnya, perempuan atau lelaki tu bukan persoalan . Janji, anak Ami sihat. Kalau tak ikut muka bapak, comel macam mak pun apa salahnya kan.. ;p Kalau tak lasak, mulut banyak celoteh pun menghiburkan. Kalau bukan beli baju color biru, baju color pink lagi banyak design tau!
But he obviously happy, obvious.. obvious..obviously happy! He's going to get a baby boy! InsyaAllah.
My blessing No 3
2 years ago