Lagi cerita PMCVC ...

Sebelum tuan tanah nak enjoy holidays.. Sukacita diumumkan yang promosi bersempena Year End Sale is still ONNNNN! Sehingga 31/12/2014 11:59pm 

Alhamdulillah, selling fast.. So far majority yang beli adalah rakan-rakan and family terdekat. Ada juga individu lain yang mungkin tahu dari blog. 

Jadi, saya tak lepaskan peluang dapatkan feedback dari diorang. I myself pun curious samada produk ni betul2 berkesan kepada kebanyakkan orang walaupun it's confirmed works for me. So, mana yang tak berkesempatan baca my experience consume PMCVC ni, boleh klik sini. Pengalaman pertama ambil PMCVC hampir 2 tahun yang lepas.

Secara keseluruhan majority mengakui PMCVC ada memberi kesan samada cepat atau tidak, depends on each individual. The most important ialah ia memberi kesan dlm masa tertentu instead of how fast it works.

Bagi yang ada masalah kulit seperti jerawat, memang mudah nak notice improvement such as jerawat mengecut dan parut jerawat less visible. Selain tu, kulit muka tidak/kurang berminyak - mencegah pertumbuhan whitehead/jerawat baru.

Ada juga kawan-kawan yang cuba, saya tahu mereka tidak ada masalah kulit yang kritikal. Tertunggu-tunggu jugak feedback diorang.. Adakah diorang boleh notice perubahan? Jeng Jeng Jeng

YUP, ADA. Apa yang mereka noticed adalah kulit muka lebih lembut, lebih moist, radiant dan perubahan kulit di tempat selain kulit muka. Contohnya, celah peha dan tumit. Pori muka pun mengecil - ini yang membolehkan kulit nampak halus.

Juga, kalau curious samada lelaki boleh makan tak.. BOLEH. So far ada 4 orang consumer lelaki yang beli dari saya :)

Untungnya kalau skin kita makin improve, tidak banyak masalah dan di baiki dari dalam adalah .. pakai skincare brand apa pun tak jadi masalah, bila apply makeup yang minimal pun dah cukup dan finishingnya cantik. Tak perlu lagi concealer / thick foundation untuk cover cela di muka.

Kalau masih teragak-agak lagi pasal produk ni, boleh lihat testimoni dari pengguna lain kat sini.

Atau kalau tertanya-tanya pasal produk ni, baca FAQ di sini ya!

ENJOY HOLIDAY!!

A Special Video Clip for My Sonshine

Special clip for my two wonderful young men, cheeky and loving and strong and kind.

I'll love you forever,
I'll like you for always,
As long as I'm living
my baby you'll be.

by Robert Munsch

Karnival Upin Ipin @ PICC, Putrajaya

Mujur ada kawan ingatkan karnival ni berlangsung dari 21hb, cepat2 pergi sebab malas berasak berlaga dengan crowd.

Anyway, yang paling seronok ialah tengok stage performance by Upin Ipin and kawan-kawan. Selebihnya banyak booth yang jual pelbagai items. Kalau tengok information di website ada macam2 aktiviti e.g face painting, sand art tapi kami cuma enjoy stage performance. Okay ler tu, tak kene paw, gaji tak masuk lagi ;p

Bila masuk saja perkarangan PICC, kereta dah banyak parking diluar. Rupanya kat dalam masih banyak lagi parking. Phew!

Upin Ipin & Friends

Umar control macho

Upin, Ipin dan Apin

Batch #02 Felinna is coming on it's way ...

Official Announcement: Pre-order for PMCVC is closed.

Tapi masih lagi boleh membeli PMCVC dengan harga 'Ready Stock'. Tetap murah sebab tengah 'Promo' sampai December 2014.

Kalau masih ragu-ragu, lambat lagi nak buat keputusan untuk mencuba PMCVC for a healthy and better skin ... Cuba lihat dan fahamkan image di bawah ;)

Based on consumers' purchase last month (Batch #01):-

Refer to pie chart:

17% adalah existing consumers, yang samada pernah mencuba sekali dua atau memang dah consume PMCVC berbotol-botol lamanya. 

83% adalah consumers baru yang convinced dengan produk ni, ada yang beli sampai 10 botol.

Refer to clustered column for consumers' feedback (consuming period less than a month):

Majority, 44% claimed that the product is okay for them, so far takde masalah. And, ramai yang noticed improvement.

Common improvement yang kita boleh notice; muka tak oily (kalau asalnya ada masalah berminyak), bekas jerawat makin pudar, jerawat berkurang, softer skin texture and brighter.

Ada juga yang belum notice kalau ada improvement tapi tidaklah menyebabkan kulit rasa lebih teruk dari biasa.

Soooooo....

Jangan ragu-ragu lagi, launch Whatsapps kat phone tu dan tekan nombor berikut 017 3990400, dan order 40 botol ye! 

A Compilation of PMCVC's Testimonials

The following testimonials and photos are compiled / taken from PMCVC's founder official Facebook page - Felinna Nadea ed Fattah (official)

Based on apa yang saya baca, komen / testimoni dari pengguna PMCVC, I can summarize that PMCVC helps to reduce oily skin problem (for my own experience, it helps to eliminate!), jadi bila muka tak oily.. pores kita tidak clog (tersumbat), so akan berkurangan lah juga masalah jerawat, whitehead and blackhead. Dan yang lagi best, rata-rata pengguna mengalaminya (saya juga!), kulit lebih glowing, radiant dan nampak lebih cerah.

Bila masalah kulit dah berkurangan, tak perlu spend untuk skincare dan cosmetic yang mahal untuk menutup cela. Sekarang dah boleh maintain pakai cleanser dari mana-mana brand pun, tak perlu apply foundation for a flawless look, pakai compact powder saja pun tetap cantik finishingnya. Juga, tak perlu dah pergi buat facial treatment remove whitehead and blackhead. Banyak juga save dan hanya spend beli PMCVC setiap bulan. Nak lagi save, beli PMCVC dengan saya. Saya jual below market buat kita2 yang nak cut cost in skin maintenance ni. SMS / Whatsapp 017 3990400 (sempat iklan ......)

Anyway, kalau nak tengok experience lebih ramai lagi yang dah consume PMCVC ni, rajin2 lah baca semua testimonials kat bawah ni k.


Photos

Written Testimonials

... dan Tuan Tanah punya testimonial.

My previous entries on PMCVC: http://herlifetreasure.blogspot.com/2013/05/skin-story-felinna-vitamin-c-pmcvc.html

FAQs: http://herlifetreasure.blogspot.com/2014/11/faqs-on-consuming-skin-supplement-anti.html

Okay, dah habis baca? Jom beli!!

This promo valid until 31st December 2014!

Fake vs Real ICE Watch

Boleh gila kalau tengok watch collections by ICE Watch. Lagi gila dibuatnya kalau dah minat gila tapi gila takde duit nak beli :p

Ice-Elegant is my all-time favorite. There is a variety of designs and they are mainly called toy watches as that is what they look like. Sedangkan Katy Perry dan Paris Hilton pun memilih untuk membelinya, apalagi perempuan hebat dan kaya seperti kita ni (flip-shawl).

Tapi itulah, trend zaman sekarang ni semua benda pun ada fake – handbag, baby carrier, power bank, susu tepung, telur termasuk lah Ice Watch ni. Mujur susu ibu takde yang fake (atau belum lagi).

Sooo, selain memastikan kita ada cukup duit untuk beli ICE Watch, pastikan juga ia tidak fake. Make sure beli jam tangan ICE Watch original.

How do I spot fake ICE Watch? Biasa jawapan kepada sesuatu soalan orang letak kat bawah kan… Jadi, jemput scroll down …

The main difference is …. saiz gerigi di sekeliling muka jam tangan tersebut.

Original ICE Watch: Saiz gerigi saiznya sederhana kecil dan mempunyai gerigi yang banyak.

Fake ICE Watch: Saiz gerigi lebih besar

Secondly, ejaan ‘Made in Belgium’ pada belakang jam tangan.

Original ICE Watch: Ejaannya BETUL iaitu ‘Belgium’

Fake ICE Watch: Ejaannya SALAH iaitu ‘Belgiam’

Thirdy, cop ICE pada buckle jam tangan.

Original ICE Watch: TIDAK ADA sebarang cop pada buckle

Fake ICE Watch: ADA cop pada buckle.

I hope this guide will give you some pointers on being able to spot the genuine ICE Watch from the fake one. Dekat eBay pun banyak yang jual fake dan dijual dengan harga yang tinggi. Jadi, berhati-hati lah semasa membeli okay!

  

FAQs on Consuming Skin Supplement - Anti-oxidant / Collagen

Dr Harlina has shared her personal opinion on some FAQs related to consuming supplement for skin. Although she’s consuming different brand, I believe it would also applicable to other brand in the same category - anti-oxidant / collagen supplement.

1)    Is it safe for pregnancy?

Try to avoid during first trimester of pregnancy. This is because first trimester of pregnancy is where the organogenesis (development of the organ) of the embryo will be form. No strong study to support this supplement is safe to be consumed. Please don’t take the risk. After completion of first trimester, it is fairly safe to consume because embryo’s organ formation is complete.

2)    Is it safe for breastfeeding?

Yes.

3)    When is the best time to take?

At night. This is because the skin renewal activity is happening while we sleep. Just take it before you go to bed and leave it to your body to do the job.

4)    Should I not taking caffeine while consuming this supplement?

As of any anti-oxidant supplement, it is not advisable to take caffeine. Caffeine is a diuretics. Diuretics mean it makes you pee a lot more. Peeing a lot can cause your body to be dehydrated. When body is dehydrated, so does the skin!! Dehydrated skin will hasten your aging process. On the other hands, you are drinking anti-oxidant and collagen at the same time to slow down your aging process. In other words, you are actually contradicting the effect of anti-oxidant and collagen. Do you get what I mean? No point of taking supplements and counter act the action at the same time. I’m a caffeine addict. Well, no so bad but I need my daily dose of caffeine. And I drink my caffeine in the morning to get me going. On top of my coffee, I drink a lot of water to make sure I stay hydrated. I don’t think I can function without caffeine. So, to all coffee lovers, we still have hope ok!!

Cited from Dr Harlina’s post on her blog, date 24^th October 2014. http://barelysupermommy.com/2014/10/24/answering-your-sswk-questions/

Felinna PMCVC Harga Murah Banget!

PRE-ORDER IS CLOSED!

*But, please still read the whole entry ;)


Tahun lepas, pernah post my review pasal consuming PMCVC. Boleh click kat sini untuk meneruskan bacaan.

Summary: Start consume in February 2013, lepas bersalinkan Umar. First review was written after 3 months consumption. Masa tu memang dah nampak banyak improvement and I love it!

Setahun setengah jugaklah maintain untuk makan. Lepas tu stop, antara sebab nak maintain RM170 sebulan (RM85 1 pek x 2) adalah sedikit costly, bila kulit dah okay kita pun lepa :p and banyak sangat kes tiruan, Felinna stop production dan keluarkan packaging baru. Daaaannn harga yang murah sedikit. Maka excited gila nak continue consume.

Harga retail packaging yang baru ini ialah RM70 sebotol. Ada 30 capsules; kalau makan 2 capsule sehari (highly advised) tahan le 1/2 bulan sebotol, kalau tak makan je lah 1 capsule sehari. Still, RM70-140 sebulan tu tak le rendah sangat kan.

So I came out with this initiative yang akan benefit semua conumer tegar PMCVC supaya dapatlah maintain at low cost --> RM40 sebotol! Save 30 hengget. Kalau nak maintain 2 botol sebulan pun still okay, RM80.

Dengan mengumpul order to certain quantity, membolehkan saya beli direct dengan HQ dengan harga yang rendah. So, jom lah join order PMCVC beramai-ramai! Syaratnya, kena purchase minimum 2 bottles. Kalau nak order lebih pun tak rugi. Insha allah berkesan, kalau tidak pun.. tak kan memburukkan lagi keadaan kulit sekarang. Insha allah.

Boleh visit official page Felinna (Founder PMCVC) untuk lebih banyak testimonial and story pasal PMCVC : https://www.facebook.com/pages/Felinna-Nadea-ed-Fattah-official/163410137038537

Kalau dah habis baca tu nanti, laju-laju pulak order dengan saya okay. I'm just a text away ... SMS/Whatsapp : 017 3990400


And don't worry about delivery, Poslaju ada di mana-mana.

Umar Hidayat Syah

My blessing no 2. Juga boleh dipanggil dengan nama Umar, Hidayat, Adik atau Mr Brown.

Dlm entry2 lama mommy suka mention Umar is a calm baby. Now he's no longer that calm. Start umur 9 bulan, Umar yang dipercayai takde masalah dengan stranger, rupanya mcm Amir jugak - ada stranger anxiety. Yang pada mulanya dipercayai tidak clingy dgn mommy, Allah rupanya sama macam abang dia.

Bermula episod mommy susah nak makan dengan tenang, buat kerja rumah dengan tenang, nak membuang pun tak tenang - samada ada orang yang meraung depan pintu sambil ketuk2 atau there's someone standing right next to me when doing my business.

Makin besar makin pandai demand for mommy. Dah pandai bagi arahan suruh duduk, suruh dukung atau suruh ambil biscuit kat kitchen. Can I say No? Ofkos tak boleh. Baru2 ni dah pandai suruh mommy wash hand kalau tengah makan tapi Umar nak ajak pergi tempat lain dan ambil tudung suruh pakai bila nak ajak keluar.

Tapi yang bestnya Umar dah pandai panggil 'mami'. Kembang sikit hidung sebab Amir dulu i waited until 2 years plus, yang disibukkan nya panggil - 'ball'

Akibat Umar dah pandai panggil mami adalah, pantang bergerak sejengkal dijerit mommy, asalkan hilang batang hidung menangis2 panggil mommy sampaikan mengigau pun jerit mami. Time ni hidung kembang bukan sebab bangga tapi sebab marah. 

Clingy nya Umar dengan mommy dia. Ingatkan boleh rileks sikit memandangkan abang dia dah besar dah tak clingy. Walaupun Amir tak berapa clingy, minum susu masih berbantalkan peha atau tangan mommy. Umar pun pandai minum sendiri. Cuma bila abang dia minum dekat mommy, takkan dia tak join kan. Maka terbaringlah mommy dia xyah sibuk nak buat kerja, depa tangan kiri kanan ada orang dok mengempet. Sambil geli belly button. Oh yeah, Amir masih lagi geli belly button mommy mcm masa bf dulu2. Mcm yang saya cakap di perenggan di atas, adik pasti join. Jadinya, Umar pun geli sekali! Kadang2 bergaduh jari 2 orang tak muat! Stress!

Hahaha

It's funny bila ingat balik. Tapi cuba bayangkan dalam kepala berjela2 To-do list yang asyik pending sebab - mommy, nak minum susu kat mommy / mommy nak painting / mommy nak 'ket' (biscuit) / mommy nak 'ti' (roti) / mommy yak.. Yak.. / mommy nak peeee / mommy nak cu.. Cu.. (Suruh bukak CD Thomas train choo choo) / mommy tolong ambil toy abang (yang kat mana dia simpan dia dah lupa)

Allah, you better love me forever! Okay?!

Umar juga seorang yang adventurous. Kat mana yang dia belum ada experience terjatuh - dari katil, atas tangga, dalam bilik air paling banyak kali, kerusi. Amir masa kecil lebih mudah di monitor, dia sendiri cukup berhati2 tak main panjat2. Umar selain itu, suka express feeling di wall. Kalau dulu kami boleh berbangga Amir tak conteng wall rumah, sekarang, nah ambil kau! Merata2 hasil nukilan Umar and Amir pun tak lepas peluang. Nanti dia bole jawab 'adik yang buat'

Umar, at the same time sangat cheeky. Kadang2 tak sampai hati nak marah. Kalau suruh kiss, dia kiss. Suruh baca AbC, 123 dia ikut. Abang malas baca Alif ba ta, dia yang ambil iqra bukak dan baca. Tapi jangan diajar, dia tau la mana page dia nak baca. 'mi... Ngann (jangan)' sambil tepis tangan. Naik tangga tak payah dukung dia boleh naik sendiri. Abang dia, kebanyakkan masa kena dukung sebab dia ngantuk / sakit kaki / gatal kaki atau xperlu alasan apa2 dia cuma perlu terpeleot aje maka maksudnya please rescue me.

Umar, macam independent. Lebih garang dari abang dia. Suara pun beso. Tapi, bila bab nak mommy terus jadi baby. Kalau tidur berbantalkan tangan mommy, 3-4 jam tahan. Asalkan tarik tangan je, 5 minit dah jaga.

Dont grow up too fast Mar, sikit hari lagi Umar dah tak kisah mommy :(

#missingMyBlessingNo3

Aftermath: My Blessing No 3

Nearly a week ago, I was 7-8 weeks pregnant. It was relatively an easy pregnancy for me, no sickness and I enjoyed All-you-can-eat moment. And then, I had a miscarriage.

Last Thursday, Prof Hashim has confirmed that the sac has collapsed. For such case, there are a few possible workarounds includes medical management or a brief surgery known as D&C.

Prof sempat tanya kalau I ada makan since last night, malangnya (atau tidak malang sebenarnya) baru je lepas lunch masa otw ke hospital. Prof kata, kalau x makan lagi boleh buat D&C harini. Before D&C procedure nak kena puasa semalaman. Memandangkan condition saya masih okay, Prof suggest untuk naturally remove the sac/baby. So I was prescribed with Misoprostol to be orally taken within 5 days. Tapi risau jugak selepas ambil ubat kalau-kalau masih perlu buat D&C <insert icon pejam mata kuat-kuat here>

Day 1: Nervous jugak nak ambil ubat ni. Entah macamana sakit la nanti lepas makan. When I asked 'Macam period pain ke Prof?'. He replied 'Slightly more'

glup! 

Day 1 seems fine, bleeding masih normal. Cuma badan mula rasa sakit2 macam nak demam.

Day 2: Masih lagi bleeding yang normal pada awal paginya. Tapi badan makin aching, rasanya selepas bersalin pun tak rasa macam ni. I called kakak tukang urut, mujur dia dapat datang hari yang sama. Lepas urut badan rasa segar sikit and bleeding makin banyak. Lepas urut, I continue with tuam perut. I think that really helps, lebih lancar proses pengeluaran darah tersebut, I guess.

Day 3: Okay. Harini badan rasa sangat tak sihat. Tak tahu lah nak describe macamana, rasa nak demam pun ada. Lebih banyak bleeding and start keluar ketulan. That was a good sign. Tapi setiap kali nak keluar tu, perut bukan main cramp. At times rasa macam contraction. Tuam lagi. Dan kemudian duduk dalam toilet cuba teran. That helps as well. Masa teran barulah ketulan2 keluar. The whole day memang rasa tak sihat.

Day 4: Alhamdulillah I felt much better. Bleeding masih banyak tapi kurang pekat. Body was no longer aching. Masih teruskan tuam perut. Until one time I went to poo-poo, a big 'thing' came out and lepas tu betul2 lega. It was a relief and sad at the same time.

Day 5: Today. Pesan Prof, dah hari ke-5 pergi emergency scan untuk tengok kalau masih ada yang tertinggal.

Awal pagi tadi kami ke O&G Emergency HUKM. There are a few assessment yang diorang akan buat untuk pastikan it's a complete miscarriage.

1. Speculum test (excuse my term) untuk tengok kalau masih ada active bleeding.

2. Ultrasound scan to see the womb condition to see if any remnants of the pregnancy remain in the uterus.

3. Dan kalau ultrasound scan is unable to show clearer view, doctor will perform transvaginal scan.

For my case, there was no active bleeding, rahim dah tertutup/bercantum - it shows a straight line indicates no more sac in there. Bila buat VE, jalan di pangkal cervix pun dah tutup. Rupanya, 'jalan' terbuka semasa keguguran. 

I also had a complete miscarriage, which meant that I didn’t have to schedule a D&C. There were no baby bits left behind that needed scraping out.

Alhamdulillah.

While staring at the ultrasound of my empty uterus was sad and frustrating, my pregnancy has ended, no more babymoon - it also meant that my body was that much closer to “back to normal" and we're ready to Rock&Roll and keep trying! 

Bertenang.. Bertenang... Mommy ni penyabar orangnya ;p

I just hope I can quickly recover physically and emotionally.

My Blessing No 3

I've been waiting to write about my blessing no 3 since many weeks ago. I didn't have a chance until today. But the story that I intend to write at the first place has changed.

Sejak bersalinkan Umar, my menses didn't return. In a way, it's good for family planning :) tapi since dah more than a year, maybe we should be more cautious if we're not yet ready. Speaking about readiness, when can we be really ready? Bila orang tanya bila nak tambah, common answer 'biarlah dulu' sambil senyum kambing. Hehehe Tapi dalam hati, ada baby pun best. Dan bila terfikir bestnya ada baby, terfikir pulak commitment, energy, resources, time, financial yang kita currently ada to offer to that new baby. Buat kita ada second thought. Okay, takde dulu pun xpe. Kebiasaanya akan berbolak-balik, nak - tak nak, nampak baby rasa nak, bila badan penat anak2 buat hal, rasa tak jadi lah nak ;p

Until, the pregnancy test indicates double line, means positive, means you're pregnant, means ready or not here I come!

And the only feeling we have at that time is 'Excitement'. We wont care about readiness anymore :)

Hujung bulan 8, I always thought about being pregnant. I dont have sickness or nauseous yet and my period is due for 1 year and 7 months, so no indication at all. It's just I noticed I started to have a nice round belly and sometimes it's hard. Walaupun antara kemungkinan yang menyebabkan itu berlaku adalah hasil memakan tanpa henti rendang, lemang, nasi himpit masa hari raya, tapi macam ada instinct yang mungkin there's something inside.

I kept on delaying to check. On 4th September, i bought the pregnancy stick, went in to toilet, peed on it and the double lines were quickly appear. Red and clear.

Mulut terlopong. Kemudian, tergelak. Okay, ada nangis kegembiraan sikit. Overwhelmed.

I remember masa Amir, I did the test 3 days before period due, negative. And repeat a day before period due, positive but the line was not that clear.

Jadi agak-gaknya lines yg clear macamni dah berapa minggu lah gamaknya. That night, we went to clinic to scan. It was still very small, doctor assumed it was still 3-4 weeks. I was glad I detected that early so I wont miss to consume supplement required for early pregnancy :) So, this is it.. A mother of two and pregnant with the 3rd one. I am one happy mother.

The following week, 10th Sep I went for antenatal checkup at KKIA Batu 9, Cheras. The plan was first and 2nd trimester just pergi checkup at KKIA then only in my 3rd, we'll go and see my gynae at UKMSC. Cost-efficient.

During the checkup, doc has confirmed I was 4 weeks pregnant. We can't see any fetal echo just yet. I got another appointment one month later, 15 Oct.

I always curious how many weeks is my blessing no 3 already. 3 weeks after the last checkup, I went to a clinic because I was suffering from hemarroid. Sambil menyelam minum air, I request untuk buat scan sekali. The sac has grown, no fetal echo seen yet and the size was 6w0d. Doc cakap maybe memang masih kecil, it's normal to not see the fetus/heartbeat. 

Frankly, I was worried. Last 3 weeks, I was 4 weeks pregnant. But you know, I dont have last menstrual date jadi nothing can verify the most accurate week. Doc suggest I scan semula another week.

I walked to my car and .. burst. My previous pregnancies shown accurate week each week throughout the 9 months. We can see Amir's heartbeat at week 6, the size was 0.57cm. Through readings, there are cases they failed to see the baby at week 6 but weeks later they finally see the heartbeat. That helps to soothe me.

I contacted Prof Hashim, my gynae tru SMS, explained to him about situation amd asked if I can see him the next day. Within minutes, he replied 'Ok, pagi'

Such a relief. 

It took me quite awhile to drive home to pickup kids. It almost maghrib so I stopped at nearby surau. When I almost reach the babysitter house I got a call from my aunt, my uncle was nazak. And soon after that, we learnt that he has passed away. The very next morning we went back to my hometown and reschedule my appointment.

2 days after I went for last scan, 30th September, Prof Hashim has confirmed I am 6 weeks pregnant, the sac looks fine and he can actually see the baby still very small which I can't barely see it ;p

Prof presribed me with Duphaston, hope akan membantu kuatkan rahim. And will see Prof again in two weeks time - mommy can't wait to see your heartbeat!

The week after, which is last Monday. Umar was admitted to KPJ Kajang due to bronchopneumonia. Luckily nothing s serious, he can be discharged three days after. Wednesday morning, 8th October, I found blood spot. Hati runtuh. Since Ami was around and boleh babysit our kids, I took cab to Emergency Hosp Kajang.

At the general emergency department, they scan and one of the doctors said it's too small for 6-7 weeks but he saw the heartbeat. Senang hati mommy. Later, they brought me to klinik O&G. *At HUKM, you can go directly go to emergency O&G. Lebih mudah.

Di Klinik O&G the checked and confirmed no active bleeding. Lagi senang hati. Kemudian, buat transvaginal ultrasound so we can get more accurate reading.

And it shows, the pregnancy was 6w0d and no heartbeat at all. Sebahagian hati runtuh lagi. Since kes ini cuma blood spot, dan pregnancy baru 5-6 mggu pada mereka, saya disarankan datang seminggu lagi atau bila lebih banyak darah keluar. *kalau mengikut calculation saya; sekiranya sekarang memang saya 6 mggu pregnant adakah maksudnya masa saya buat test awal bulan lepas saya 0-1 week pregnant? Impossible.

Takpelah kita jumpa lagi seminggu. 

Selesai urusan discharge Umar pada haritu, we were finally home. Unpack bags, kemas rumah sikit2. I noticed makin bleeding. They were not spots anymore. Get an appointment with Prof Hashim for the next day.

Since dah cuti 2 hari sebab jaga Umar, Khamis pagi, 9th October I went to conduct my lecture, buat class ararngement for Friday (today) and the following week in case I'll be on medical leave. I rushed to do a number of things before 1pm, kalau boleh nak jumpa Prof seawal pukul 2pm. Perut makin cramp and I was still bleeding. Around 1-ish baru betul2 setel, packed my bags and ready to go. But I just can't. I know I wont have the baby. Stucked at my desk.  I cried. I hold back my feelings for too long. Tapi nak buat macamana kan, itulah dia yang berlaku. Takpelah nangis kejap, jap lagi berhenti and I'll continue walking.

Once done, drove myself to UKMSC.

Nearly 3pm, baru dapat jumpa Prof. Bila scan, it's confirmed the sac has collapsed. Prof suggest makan ubat untuk jatuhkan sac, mungkin tak perlu buat D&C. Next week pergi scan untuk confirm if the womb is clear. Okay Prof! I expected this to happen, sedih tapi xpelah.

Kemudian I sat near to pharmacy counter. They called my name and explained how to take the medication. The moment he passed the medication to me, I broke down again. Cemas kejap pharmacist tu, sian dia. Hahaha

I walked out but could not walk far. I sat again at the bench outside clinic, cover my face with my tudung and here we go clearing lungs and tears again. It's official that I had a miscarriage.

Allah knows better. He has a better plan for us. I told Amir last night that there's no more baby in my tummy. He hugged mommy and sambung main hehehe

The fact that my child is waiting for me in Jannah, the happiness that Allah lend to us for the past month, the feeling of waking up every morning with reasons - i'm expecting a baby, will see him/her soon in 7 months :- Ini semua pun rezeki. After all, I'm sincerely grateful atas apa yang berlaku. Certain things we have to let go while many others we still have the chance to keep.

First ultrasound to confirm pregnancy, 3-4 weeks.

The last seen sac at 6 weeks.

I found this since my first pregnancy, such a beautiful quote.

بِسْمِ اللَّهِ الرَّحْمَنِ الرَّحِيم

Allahuakbar.


Dasat jugak kemalasan mommy ni.


Quick Update:

1. Amir & Umar semakin membesar, ceneke (bahasa n9), loya buruk dan sebagainya.
2. Mommy makin mengecil (as of today).
3. Baba maintain slim.
4. Kami ialah 4 sekawan yang tido sekatil, kemana2 berempat.
5. Progress study mommy; kalau ikut kata supervisor - takde lah cepat sangat, ada jugak delay.
Tapi saya rasa okay je, ada progress what.... slow doesn't matter. Keh keh keh

and the most recent one ...

Amir makin susah nak ambil gambar. No more gambar yang dia senyum sweet-sweet gitu.

Tapi mommy tak kisah.

Sekarang mommy ada yang ini ......

Umar, pun handal jugak dia senyum masa orang ambil gambar.

I wish to write more since there will be more and more interesting journey with my husband and kids :)